I do understand that a woman fulfils the fantasy. I am not gay myself but as this is not sexual for me that I forget that it is for most. It seems to be adnomination thing for most.
I just read the description of organs flattening out, ribs caving in I can relate. Immense compression of the body is something I have always like. Giving and receiving so sorry for offering to you. I hope Ruth answer yes to you.
In this time of plague, first the covid 19 and second there is swine flu being sent around for another round that meeting up with people is extremely difficult.

Yup; if it is not a female foot that tramples on me, the experience is not to be done. Precisely because I cannot divide the trampling from physical attraction for the whole female body (even if there is nothing else besides the torture under the bare soles of my executioner of the moment). For me the idea that one of these Junoesque goddesses has such a high destructive power against my body in the soles of her feet (a powerful woman like Ruth could easily kill me by squeezing in the right places with her beautiful but terrible feet) scares me but it fascinates me. And sacrificing myself by learning to suffer under them would make me feel alive. It would be enough that there was still respect for my person as a human being and that I was sure I could stop the action if the pain was too unbearable or really risked my life.